tH3 paSt, tH3 Pr3s3Nt aND tH3 fUtUR3 ;-)
February 8th, 2008 by amir-vxHii there my friends. How are you guys and girls?
Come to think of it it’s been almost 1 year since my last blog entrance.
Back to the main point, all this ±3 weeks are a lil’ bit too
tedious period (maybe a ‘lil’ bit’ not suit it…I do thinking of writing it as
follows, ‘WTFYMF a.k.a. WHAT-THE-F***-YOUR-M*****-F******’ but it just seems
too much to me even it is really that much. LOL)…a breakdown, assignments and
all those damn so-called-simple things.
There’re bunches of things I’ve learned for the past ±3 months….and all
of them makes me, myself, a better person… (with *confident*).
Okay…SERIOUSLY, yes I meant it. Seriously, the break-up makes me re-think what ARE the
things that lack inside. Think…think…think and keep thinking for weeks. After all
the re-evaluating session, I’ve finally found out …maybe not all of them but at
least some of them, that I just DIDN’T PAY ATTENTION ON WHAT OTHERS ARE SAYING, be it important or
not and be it from someone important or they just nobody, well of course
sometimes I did but NOT AT MOST OF THE TIME. Well, even if I did, if you read 8th
paragraph (next three (3) paragraphs). You’ll understand why and what happen
actually.
In addition, I’m just NOT SENSITIVE ENOUGH and ALWAYS TAKE THINGS LIGHTLY (oh no…I’m telling you
the real bad side of me), again, be it important or not.
Not just that, I’m TOO SELFISH and CHILDISH (okay…this reflects on ‘take things lightly’ as
well as others). Why I’m saying I’m too selfish? Okay, here comes the
explanation, deep inside me, I believe that I can achieve all the things I wish
to, even if it cost someone’s feelings. :-(( I’m such a COLD-HEARTED PERSON don’t
you think? I didn’t intent to did it at first place, but it just
the nature of me to just do what things to get what I want WITHOUT THINKING OF THE CONSEQUENCES I’VE TO FACE LATER ON and I believe I can change it (I mean all of them not just the
selfish part).
Can I?
Y.E.S.I.C.A.N.!.!.!
You might have been wondering here and there why I wrote these kinds of
things. To be honest, I’m such an ABSENT MINDED PERSON. The moment my mind
remember/thinking of something…I could forgot about them in not more than one (1) blip
of an eye…yes it is, your eyes didn’t cheat on you or so, friendster.com didn’t return my post
wrongly, not you machine’s fault either and I’m not doing any mistakes in typing it, it is ONE a.k.a. 1. Can you get it how serious it is? Hence, I’m writing
all of this just in case if I’m forgot about what I’ve learned all this 3
months (well I’VE TO PAY SUCH A DAMN RADICULOUS HIGH PRICES TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP
FROM MY SO-CALLED-DREAM-FOREVER-LAND)…I can take a look at my blog and I’m still be able to say,
“Thank God, I’m such a
lucky person to have wrote this entrance that now I’m TOTALLY FORGOT about it” (LOL).
Some quotations from quotegarden.com :
"In youth we learn; in age we understand." ~Marie Ebner-Eschenbach
"Life can only be understood backward, but it must be lived forward." ~Soren Kierkegaard
"
Axioms in philosophy are not axioms until they are proved upon our
pulses: We read fine things but never feel them to the full until we
have gone the same steps as the Author." ~John Keats
"Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. "~Auguste Rodin
and for the last one:
"Is
the mistakes made in the past worth it? No one can judge that…no one. It
is abstract. But as we live on, we’ll notice that we’ll use same
judgment from our past experiences over and over again and begin to
appreciate it. That is the true meaning of mistakes and experiences.
Learn from both, people." ~ Muhammad Amir Yusri a.k.a. Invince_Z (that’s me…LOLZ)
* Thanks a lot to God and of course not to forget…my ex-gf for teaches
me all this things and waking me up from my long long lost sleep and to forgive
what I’ve done to her. May you always live you life happily, protected by God
from any harm, sadness and hardness, and wish you meet you soulmate 
smile
girl. You are beautiful yourself, but with a smile you are the most beautiful women.
Oh yeah…before I forgot, what I had wrote here not just apply to
ex-gf, I believe there’re more people out there that have been hurt by the bad
side of me. Feel free to shout it out (here okay? So that it is easier for me
to refer to) I’m open to any critics and opinion. *now listening to and singing the ‘Had the Bad Day’ song by Daniel Powter as recommended by a friend of mine one and some half years back…that quite helpful*
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